Just a moment ago, as I was working away in my office, I heard a soft snoring start up behind me. I turned around in my chair to find Lea, our oldest dog, splayed out on the carpet, and I managed to snap the photo below without waking her.
When I'm working at home I often find that she's parked herself close by me, seeming to take comfort or pleasure in my presence. Some might say she's an unattractive dog – her weepy eyes build up dried mucus that we have to constantly clean, and her nose is similarly caked. Her hair is all scraggly; she suffers from some unidentified disorder that has made her formerly luxurious, curly coat look more like a moth-eaten rug with a hormone problem. We don't give her haircuts often because it stresses her out, and at her age, she doesn't need that. She's otherwise actually quite healthy, and considering that she's about 16 years old (already much older than your average field spaniel attains), that's really saying something.
I think she's the most beautiful dog in the world.
Whenever I pay attention to her, she's ecstatically happy and her tail wags as fast as it can go (though that's not so fast these days). She's always at the door to greet me when I come home, and mourns from the doorway when I leave. She squeals with gratitude when I give her a treat (which I'm going to do right now - some warm milk). I can do no wrong in her eyes. She loves me no matter what mood I'm in, no matter what I'm doing.
I make a point of spending some time with Lea every day, because I don't know how much longer she'll be with us. She's given us more pleasure and love than we can possibly reciprocate, though we try. She's my beautiful girl, and don't you say otherwise...
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